Alright. Its exam-over, but i still don't feel happy or anithing about it..Only had a ******* day.. Jus something I heard can change the whole 'near-perfect' day to a worst day for me.. I really hate it, but i haf to accept the truth.. Knew u would say u rather dun tell mi, but i rather u told mi than wait for someone else to inform mi..I won't blame anyone for this, but im blaming myself for it..Really sorry..Regretted on what i did..Caused this to happen..Surely this is the worst **** I wouldn't wanna hear..Coz its a question of her personality and character..Not everything is built on money and everyone knows this..And this time, its no exception..Maybe i shouldn't haf done this..Sometimes, when someone wants to be a good guy, its very difficult..Now i understand this.. Pls guys..Just don't tok about this crap anymore.I don't wanna hear it..But i will try my best to find out who started this.. Its not gonna b fun..If ppl wanna question on how long our relationship will last, I haf no problems wif it,coz its just a matter of time to prove it..And surely,I believe we can prove it together. I <3 her,really. And its purely love, without any other reasons lyk MONEY or what. If you ppl think tat we will not last long, then u need to re-understand my character.

Amath test today sucked. So many ppl complained about it,Sure fail here and there. Rest of the day was normal,jus that the assembly the programme, the one who beatbox-ed was so cool..Uhh..Den returned home and found out singapore won the bid for 2010 youth olympic games and immediately mum asked mi to join for badminton -.- I haf no confidence in this..But thx darling,for supporting me so much.. So zi ze today,but what can i do? It all really seemed lyk my fault.Dun blame if im pulling a long face tomoro..

Continue-ing wif my sadness,
Darling,我爱你!!

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