70th post..And what great fun I had today.Last day of graffiti workshop lers. Sad sad. Graffiti is like so dam fun can. I guess nobody would regret joinin it. Haha. The end product we did today is lyk, so dam nice luh!! Omg. I mean, impressed by all the work done by everyone. Hahas.
Hmm. Its lyk about, before recess we finished ler. So after recess spent the time sleepin in class again >.<>
Well, nothing much to say these days. Hahas. Coz got lotsa things gotta think of. And yeah, tmr gettin back report card and got da parent-teacher meeting, but then the cher say i needa go, so .. -.-
-The end-
The moments in life I have with you are the ones I cherish most.
For the moment where there was silence..Yet again I felt a nauseous stint.. Suddenly appearing in my mind was a thought of whether in your heart, you were either treating me as a mere care+love giver...Rather than someone you truely love.. Looking at the sadness in your face, I suddenly felt the world was nothing more for me..At that might have been the last time eating with you, interacting with you... I thought that was the last..Suddenly I looked around and remembered all that I could see..And cherish the moment I was with you..The cuteness and prettiness of your face,the smile on the drink-seller's face, the straw that was ominously poking out from the pool of rose syrup, your shirt and handphone that were close to me..( I thought those were the last of your things that would get close to me)..And I even remembered the insurance seller walking past with another man..Talking about the deal..I remembered many more..It was just a moment I had to cherish..
As I walked with you down the aisle of stalls out of the food court,you were hugging me so tightly, so preciously, never to let go..At that moment, I really felt that I had let you down and that..I realise I really couldn't live in this cruel world without you..I really didn't want to let go of my hand.. But it was just a driving force that didn't want you to hold my hand so tightly.. Going up the escalator, you wanted to win mi on something.. I couldn't argue anymore.. I just let you win..Suddenly, again, I felt that I thought that was the last time I was able to let you win.. I thought I didn't have the chance anymore.. I was about to burst into tears.. When I just forced out a smile...In it, was a mixed feeling of bitterness and sweetness..I wanted to smile for you..And again.. I thought for the last time..
The whole time in northpoint , you were being so close to me.. And that feeling... It chilled my body.. I couldn't leave you.. I wouldn't. And I started wanting to be close to you too.. I just hope.. Sometimes..Maybe its a huge request but..listen to me sometimes.. For I'd say stuff because its important.. Not because for the sake of saying it...
ily.
Hmm. Its lyk about, before recess we finished ler. So after recess spent the time sleepin in class again >.<>
Well, nothing much to say these days. Hahas. Coz got lotsa things gotta think of. And yeah, tmr gettin back report card and got da parent-teacher meeting, but then the cher say i needa go, so .. -.-
-The end-
The moments in life I have with you are the ones I cherish most.
For the moment where there was silence..Yet again I felt a nauseous stint.. Suddenly appearing in my mind was a thought of whether in your heart, you were either treating me as a mere care+love giver...Rather than someone you truely love.. Looking at the sadness in your face, I suddenly felt the world was nothing more for me..At that might have been the last time eating with you, interacting with you... I thought that was the last..Suddenly I looked around and remembered all that I could see..And cherish the moment I was with you..The cuteness and prettiness of your face,the smile on the drink-seller's face, the straw that was ominously poking out from the pool of rose syrup, your shirt and handphone that were close to me..( I thought those were the last of your things that would get close to me)..And I even remembered the insurance seller walking past with another man..Talking about the deal..I remembered many more..It was just a moment I had to cherish..
As I walked with you down the aisle of stalls out of the food court,you were hugging me so tightly, so preciously, never to let go..At that moment, I really felt that I had let you down and that..I realise I really couldn't live in this cruel world without you..I really didn't want to let go of my hand.. But it was just a driving force that didn't want you to hold my hand so tightly.. Going up the escalator, you wanted to win mi on something.. I couldn't argue anymore.. I just let you win..Suddenly, again, I felt that I thought that was the last time I was able to let you win.. I thought I didn't have the chance anymore.. I was about to burst into tears.. When I just forced out a smile...In it, was a mixed feeling of bitterness and sweetness..I wanted to smile for you..And again.. I thought for the last time..
The whole time in northpoint , you were being so close to me.. And that feeling... It chilled my body.. I couldn't leave you.. I wouldn't. And I started wanting to be close to you too.. I just hope.. Sometimes..Maybe its a huge request but..listen to me sometimes.. For I'd say stuff because its important.. Not because for the sake of saying it...
ily.
posted by Ricky at
5:37 PM
