Here I am, sitting in front of the computer,thinking about what will happen next. Thou I'm bored, but i have many things on my mind right now.Everything seems too complicated for me.The human mind,how different people think, how different people changed. As I think through it,I realise I've met many kinds of people. All with different characters. All impressed me with what happened in their lives, impressed me with what they could do to change their lives for the better.

I ask myself, what am i doing here? Hiding from reality,hiding from things that i should have done long ago.Things are never the same, I will remember this all my life. From now on, till the day i die. Cherish. This will be the word i live with for this lifetime. Time, I hate time. I hate how time changes things, how time makes things turn negative for me. How I wish time could freeze, on that particular time period, that particular part of my life. It will be something i never forgot. Because my mind captured that period, just like a camera.

Things have changed. I have changed, people around me have changed. But not everything changes, just like my love towards you. I never wanted to do that, but maybe I am taken for granted. I will, I will think what is best for everyone around me, what I should do to make my future brighter. As being emo for one minute means losing one minute of precious 'what-could-have-been-happiness' of time. I should never have been emo. But as I have said, the human mind is complicated. Its not as simple as before. If i have the chance, i would rather be born in the previous times, just like in the generation of my parents. I would choose to forget all the money,all the electronics i have now and go back to the past.

Cherish. Cherish everything we have and not take things for granted.Please.

How i hope the old you will come back by my side.